moody day

i dunnno how my energy comes
i from wake up till class finish and finish home work ( around 2pm )
i like no need eat and i didnt feel hungry at all
i am curious where my energy from~?

today ~
i can say the day is bad
my dear were faint in the field when she participate in athletics
i was so heartache
really ache till gonna cry
i feel like stop my class and rush to see her
but i didnt do it
cause i am scare that i will cry in front her
i really wanna protect her
but i cant by her side to do so ~
i am scare really one day i had to see her at hospital
i know u wan to prove to your parents that u are not useless as they think
dear
please
take care yourself
dun get yourself hurts again TT